I know I am going to die, I know it is going to happen soon. I just need to get it off my chest that I forgive him. I forgive Esteban and everything that he has done. He did try, he tried hard to love me, and I know that it had to be impossible after losing Rosa, so I give him credit. He tried the best for our family. I know everything that happened that one night never should have happened, and he did what he did out of love. I know that all now, and without him I wouldn't have the beautiful family that I do have. So I know now that everything is okay, and soon enough Esteban will know that too. I love my family and it hurts me to leave them, but I know that with Esteban they will one day learn to be a family and keep my spirit with them when I visit. This is my last post, thank you for being my wall all of these years. You kept me sane.
Goodbye.
xoxo Clara
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